Detoxing from 2020 with an Aquarian Major Gift by Myriam Laureano

If we look at 2020 from this place of detox we can shake out the reality tv frenzy of dealing with fate and destiny crashing. Our foundation was shaking like an earthquake as a major cyclone was hitting us at the same time. Now we are free again. Can we move from the ‘us and them’ polarization and see how we are both right and both wrong? If we don’t get out of this dualistic mentality we will continue to demonize each other. Facing how wrong we can all be and forgiving the part we play in making war with each other is our Aquarian need now. Fighting wars in other countries wondering why humans have been killing each other has been our experience. We had to kill to survive, to bring peace, to set things free, fulfilling our duties to the ruling class, etc. So what does Aquarius represent?

The new, the future, the Christ vibratory energy, the sovereignty of the individual in the collective. We can BE unique and also be part of what works in the collective. It is God’s will and wisdom that penetrates our consciousness when we can sit together to talk to each other in human imperfection. When two are gathered together; We have to give up a little of the old to take in the new emerging right there. The radical new has to be new. Everything is looking stuck in the old and in the bad, yet as we pray for each other and all of us, God creates the new through us. If we try to fight for our side out of our will, we move God out of the equation. We need to surrender our 3D conflicts to a higher consciousness that has answers we can’t come up with in this animal survival killing instinct that is driving humanity for centuries. So, what is the big GIFT we can open now? The gift of higher consciousness represented by this Aquarian vision.

The Christ vision of changing our personal space intimately enough to be with the other. Being with each other trusting God to teach us how to love each other even if we don’t like what we don’t like.

Aquarian Challenge by Myriam Laureano

THE ‘I’ TO THE ‘WE’ THE AQUARIAN CHALLENGE TASK QUESTION:

Are we stuck together or bound together?

We learn little by little that the “I” can not live without the ‘We”. We must be able to live in both realities in spite of the difficulty and the terror of loosing our sovereignty. To truly be powerful we need each other. I, and the other are WE. The two “I” participate as Beings, being with other. I cannot transcend myself without you. We are free to kill each other if we can’t be in this space together. You and me GO UP AND DOWN TOGETHER because we are in relation to each other.

We can’t know our individuation and our uniqueness without each other. Your story and my story are not the same, but we live it out on this planet. We are both afraid of how the story is going to be told. Your perspective and my perspective are forever different and evolving one experience at a time. You need to hear my story and I need to hear yours. We need to create a story that works for both. Your fault is also my fault and your virtue is also my virtue. We can’t justify our actions if we don’t look at both of us for faults and virtues.

2021 Exit King (Kong) By Myriam Laureano

As a person exits our life we wonder about so many things and we try to explain to ourselves what it was all about.  Everyone feels they need to come to terms with what it all meant in terms of the impact that the relationship offered during its prime time existence.

  Sometimes we need to eulogize a time frame, like a four year presidential term, in order to impeach the left over bad taste we may have in our mouth about the whole term.  What the fk happened to our sense of right and wrong, true and false, real and fake? To be fair to what is left of the concept of REALITY we may need to pause and take a break.  We need to learn to do sense making again.

  Like all endings it reminds us of ‘death’ itself.  We experience a sense of release and a loss that goes deep into our believe systems  and questions that life itself is always triggering in us. Right now we in the United States finished watching the last episode of an American election that felt like a traumatic episode triggered by a biblical worse case scenario.  We elected a president that was anointed by a group of  Christian fundamentalists in the white house whose primary purpose is to bring their end of days agenda to the American main stream culture and policy makers.  This ego driven Kong decided to become a King and not a president.  Since he was anointed and told that Jesus wanted him to carry out this fundamentalist agenda, he felt he could do that better than anyone ever.  He took it to his worshipers and all ran off to become the saviors of our ‘decadent society’. Needless to say all other friends and enemies of money and power driven factions jumped on the ‘us and them’ wagon and off we went to making America Kong again.

  The great news is that we found out that America is basically half fundamentalist and half NOT.  It will take many years of meaning making to figure out what this phenomenon is.  Another good news is that these fundamentalists are always praying for their will to be done on earth as it is in heaven.  In my understanding of prayer when we pray we ask God to do what is right according to God’s spiritual ‘right’.  So, after the election we are free of this King Kong and now we are still living with what creates so much hate and low level thinking.  Both parties have similar ways of thinking.  We are forced to vote for the lesser of the two evils and that we have not changed yet.

So, the eulogy we can come up with will be all over social media, main stream media, the pulpit and the writings that will follow.  We lost a lot but we also lived this experience during a pandemic, a change in journalism, global ecological crisis, economic disparities and more.  We have some fundamental changes to make and it doesn’t include embracing fundamentalism.  We need to transcend what doesn’t work and think deeply about how to do meaning making TOGETHER. We have to stop worshiping our believe systems and our leaders. We have to stop using biblical stories to interpret next political steps and second guessing God’s will.

Eclipse Train Fate And Destiny Collision by Myriam Laureano

Our believing systems are colliding with the true reality of our fate.  Our world is in our face showing us what we have become.  Our individual destiny has evolved by virtue of our higher power drumming into us the true will of God.  Now the world and the planet needs us to step into the destiny we must live up to regardless of our will or hopes and our dreams. 

Life is calling for an alignment of our will with God’s will during a stage to state transition that looks more like a collision than anything else.  Our stage of development is slow compared to the evolutionary impulse fast pace of the 21st century.  We need to move into a state of ‘we’ consciousness few are prepared to go into.  It is easier to do this after much growth and cycles of historical chaos. The progress we have made as a human race has given us the illusion that we are doing well and we have reached a great state of being.  Yet, are we ready for chaos as we pass through this eclipse portal facing our abandoned selves into destiny’s expectations?

Because the world and the planet need us we will step up.  Some people have been working on this for years; healing the trauma of how humanity can’t stop killing everything;  healing our ancestor’s missteps due to their oppressors; healing our governments and their greediness, etc.  Others are escaping though a believe systems that encourages detaching from the world and waiting to be saved as they judge others for not being like them.

Today we pray for the will of our creator to bring what is next so we can be in it and move to the next level of consciousness.  Today we face God, ourselves and each other.

2020 Fate and Destiny in Collision by Myriam Laureano

Since 2012 astrologers have been telling us that TIME as we know it has changed.  We know that collective fate and destiny were in a course towards collision helping us decide what matters more than anything else.  These two trains were on the same track and we needed to create a virtual track we could move into upon collision. 2020 and we did crash but we have not burn.  The track we create requires that we co-create it with our opposing ‘other’.  Instead we are looking at each other as enemies and not as part of creation.

 So, how has time changed?  We have a heart felt time line we did not have before.  The sages told us that this world we live in is ours to steward and to love deeply.  That the holy book stories are the story about ‘us’.  Time and time again we have been given the opportunity to look at the human condition from all perspectives and to love one another and care for all that has been given to us.  We  have done a great job of growing our consciousness up to a point, but we can’t get passed the issue of POWER AND CONTROL.  Who should be the boss?  What kind of power do we really have if we don’t have the power to survive DEATH.  What kind of God allows so much cruelty?  How do we end this journey and not kill each other, our community and our planet?

 We have many answers to these questions but we can’t seem to agree on how to work together as a team.  

 As we speed forward we can choose to stay with these questions and try to talk to each other in a different way than before.  Can we trust that our creator can help us if we honestly and faithfully ask to have answers that would include all of us?  Will or can God trust us with that part of the co-creation?  Can God trust us to see the next moment as our opportunity to actually create something new and seemingly impossible?  Can we have power and control over our own human condition that seems to fate us into wanting to kill each other?

2020 Third Eye View by Myriam Laureano

Reality has hit all perspectives with the true feeling of what is going on and we are having a hard time understanding what it means. It seems that when many perspectives don’t sit at the table to hear the other side we become more fixed on our own perspective. Our third eye keeps unveiling the truth, but in order for us to not look at what is so obvious we decide to demonize it and devalue its reasonableness.  When the doubter part of us keeps us up at night trying to make sense of what is going on we respond with the same answer.  The believe system that is in place can not be disturbed because so much of out identity is tied into what we believe.  This is the moment when the shift hits the fan.  We now are in conflict with life itself.  It seems that when the wheel of fate turns in the opposite direction from what we thought was going to happen, we crack our own cosmic egg.

What is the opportunity here?  When the cosmic egg cracks we have a divine appointment with God.  If the God of our understanding knows things we don’t know we need to listen.

WE ASK GOD                          

What is the game plan here?

GOD ANSWERS                     

Open your third eye and look at what people are trying to say and do.

WE ANSWER                           

They are wrong and we are right.

GOD ANSWERS                      

Are you sure? What if they think you are wrong?  Are you going to destroy everything for your need to    be right?  Why don’t you ask me what is right?

WE SAY                                        

Ok, I will.  What is right?

GOD ANSWERS                         

Love and justice must be resolved as my first commandment dictates. Stop killing each other; emotionally, physically, morally, and spiritually. Stop destroying the garden and do share all resources as a family. Stop thinking you are better than the other. LOOK AT THEM AND SEE

WHAT I SEE.

November 4 Prayer by Myriam Laureano

Dear God, we pray, we affirm, we chant, we meditate. Election day  as everyday we recognize that  you are taking into consideration our goodness and our efforts as limited human beings that we are. Your divine  plan includes the law of cause and effect as we have been participating in our decisions to govern ourselves and each other.  We know that we need to turn our life and our will to you.  In learning how to be humble as human beings we need to pray for both sides of this decision to let you know that we are powerless of what happens now.

Both political parties are representing part of our truth and each of them know that they both often lie and cheat and that they know they are dealing with a broken government.  The economy, the ecology, the church and state, are in a state of polarization and reaching the bottom of all bottoms.  Who’s fault is it? Our fault.  Who’s responsibility?  Our responsibility.

Who can change things?  We can.  The people who want to use this situation to create more chaos are fueling our fragile egos into violence.  So, no matter who wins the election, there is a possibility that people are going to end up killing each other like the animals you created us to be.  You also gave us a SOUL and the capacity to reason, to dialog,  to turn to you and to turn to each other.  Please help us do the right thing.  We have been out of control, but deep inside we really want peace. Let thy will be done according to our highest good.

Thank you God,

Sincerely,

‘US’, WE, AND ALL OF US.

End Times and End Games by Myriam Laureano

Many think that this civilization is at end of days. If it is true we will find out soon, because when we look at the ego driven inequalities in our present world, we have all the evidence we need to proof that we have evolved as a human race, yet we have created the conditions for extinction. Our SOUL have answers we can get if we start liberating our whole thinking systems from the power of the ego. The old games are too old for the new world we need to create.

In our heart we know this. It is too late not to do what we are supposed to do. It is still early to recognize that if we go into the blame old game we can’t resolve our conditioning problem. Our conditioning set us up for reactionary actions and not so much for being proactive. We know this, but it is hard to give up power to control each other for learning how to manage power together. Realizing our progress and also realizing our mistakes help to leap into another thinking mode. Our new game needs to be a collaborative game. We need each other to keep each other in check so we don’t fall back into the ego driven strategies. Our ego is not bad. Our ego has fought every fight and has helped us survive everything that tried to destroy us. The ego is tired of fighting. Now is time for the SOUL to fight.

The New Human Being by Myriam Laureano

As a new human being we have a new YES and a new NO. Both yes and no are now part of a bigger yes/no and no/yes context. We are now perceiving reality from a higher level of consciousness which include four dimensions: physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. Although we have been doing this for a while, science has been able to proof that the synergistic affect of these intelligences applied to our daily living activities help build functional skills we must use now in our new world. Our new world requires a new human who can THINK and resolve problems outside of strong ego positions. For this we need a consciousness that is more integral and always learning.

Leadership Ground of The New Human

The capacity of the new human to use power for the good of the whole is dependent on finding alignments of the intrinsic power already build into the Chakra system. ( I will be giving a class on these alignment processes soon). The concept and model of the Chakra system is simple and allows us to perceive our strengths and weaknesses from a more holistic ground. We need to feel we have everything we need to evolve to life’s required level and be up to the task. Leading our personality is the goal of the alignment work. We want to bring our ego into supervision from our Soul’s virtues and qualities.

If we learn to lead our ego and feel the power of the whole system we will be able to notice that as humans we can be more loving and less egotistical. The process that most people are calling awakening is a process of knowing how to connect the dots and how to fit the parts of the puzzles into the whole. Being new and being whole is already a pressure we are feeling from inside the caterpillar. The evolutionary impulse if not followed will keep us crawling around when our wings are already developing inside. The butterfly metaphor helps us to answer the evolutionary question: Do we crawl and claw each other up the egotistical chain or do we start flipping our wings until we can fly? A new Yes and a new No is required here.

Model the Communication by Myriam Laureano

Today we face the frustration of knowing that our communication styles are not serving us to bring people together and think, but we are separating people into war zones ready to kill ideas.  We are also saying that if we don’t understand what we each mean, we can kill our budgets, communities, our protestors our children. We are really killing our form of governing, our way of teaching and our so called dreams.  Our frustration has turned into rage.

The answer to our inability to come together and talk is to come together and talk, listen and reason our differences.  We are smart enough to do this.  What is holding us back from creating a model of communication to serve our intelligence and our real ‘we’ state of being?  We know for sure we live in community and we need each other.  We actually need our adversaries more than the people who agree with us. 

How to try to come together? 

You and two others begin a dialog where your integrity and the integrity of the others become the most important part of the dialog.  Can we practice taking care of the model and changing it as often as possible to fit the need of the conversations?  We are amazingly intelligent and we all care to move forward.  We need to care to be part of how this time in history becomes our personal challenge exactly because it takes a big person to allow a ‘we’ in the middle of chaos and disorder to happen.

This week completes the Leo cycle for 2020 by Myriam Laureano

Love has been calling us to transform all our relationships. Uranus in taurus demanding roots and quality of relating and the north node of the moon saying that we need to communicate. As well as the south node saying that we need the faith that truth can bring. With our current reality we are drained of creative energy and need a moment to “See” the full picture of what is ahead after covid19.  

Do we wait for after the election to make the important decisions or do we go ahead now and just do what we are called to do? Can life wait?  I think not.  Life keeps on going in its love direction.  Choosing love as the Leo energy suggests means being open and receptive to the good, the true and the beautiful in all things.  Does that mean denying the bad, the false and the ugly? No, it means we can plan to be in it regardless of the election, covid19, economics and all other stuff we are surviving.  We decide to engage in the flow of the part of life that is vibrating the whole of life as the cycles come and go.  

What has transformed in love during the Leo cycle?  It seems we know... That everything we used to think was stable is not that stable anymore....  That our concept of the end of something and the beginning of something may be unclear. But, what about our sense of love of the world? Has that changed? We are going to find out.  I am surprised that not knowing doesn't make me feel so bad anymore.  There is an excitement that is stronger than fear.  The new is here.  

How do we express what love is doing to us? 

Thinking Now by Myriam Laureano

The heart is our Sun. All other Chakras depend on our awareness of how our transformation keeps happening. It is natural and we get to focus our attention and giving this energy some direction.

Today we face a huge challenge of making decisions we feel pressed to make with unprecedented uncertainty. Are we going to align ourselves with our heart’s yearnings or are we going to wait until we think things through. We need to do both. Time is on our side even if it doesn’t seem like it.

• Living through this experience we can feel that our concept of time is changing. But, how?
  

Time is emotional, structural and timeless depending on our experience and our focus. As humans we are told we self organize as circumstances occur and we adapt our behavior to meet the needed strategies. There is more to it that has to do with how our Soul sees things. We are on a journey and each cross road is for major deciding.

• Will we make the right decisions and what criteria will this include?